A Moment Of Truth

My dear love, I wanted to share

My thoughts, my feelings and

What makes me despair

I want to share with you

What makes me happy; what makes me feel blue..

So you can sense that my love is honest and true.

Every day not a single minute

Passes by without you in it 

Your skin, your voice, your body and your touch

All of these moments, I miss them so much.

You are so present, so deep in my heart

And our souls, I just know, will never part,

But circumstance and distance can be so overwhelming

They close doors and create doubt and we start blaming..

There are actions of mine and I know that for sure..

That feel so wrong, though my intentions are pure

They are painful and impossible to bear

And you feel it's all so unfair.

You can't run from yourself;

There is no place to hide

It just hurts you so deep

It hurts your heart and your pride.

Then I worry that if I continue to stay

Will it be wrong and will I be in your way?

I fear that I am not at all what you need

And that this truth will make my heart break and bleed.

Then I sit here and wipe away my tears

Wishing you could kiss away my fears

If only you knew how much€¦.

I miss and need your embrace and your touch

I know I can't hide from my thoughts and my fear

And I know at these times I don't seem near

But you break down these walls

With the strength of your love

And then I feel blessed

From God above!

My love for you runs so deep through my vein

That I dream of you, in spite of the pain.

I Believe In Me

For many years of my life
I wore my heart for all to see
Making it much too easy
For others to take advantage of me.

I lived and I loved three times

To the loftiest heights

Always crashing to the ground

When my loves took wings of flight.

I put my whole being into love
Never thinking of myself
Whatever I truly needed
Was put high upon a shelf.

I thought another person

Could make me whole

Until I spent hours alone

Looking deep within my soul.

Life is different now
I found the woman I used to be
I know once again who I am inside
In myself I now believe.

I know what I have to offer

I am kind .... I love .... I care

No one will crush my spirit again

For now I'm wiser and aware.

Ruler Devlopments of Maharashtra

Favourable economic policies in the 1970s led to Maharashtra becoming India's leading industrial state in the last quarter of 20th century. Over 41% of the S&P CNX 500 conglomerates have corporate offices in Maharashtra. However, regions within Maharashtra show wide disparity in development. Mumbai, Pune and western Maharashtra are the most developed. These areas also dominate the politics and bureaucracy of the state. This has led to resentment among less developed regions like Vidarbha, Marathwada, and Konkan.

Maharashtra's gross state domestic product for 2008 is forecast to be at $150 billion at current market prices. The state's debt was estimated at 36 per cent of GDP in 2005.

In 2007 Maharashtra reported a revenue surplus of INR 810 crore.Maharashtra is the second most urbanised state with urban population of 42% of whole population.

Maharashtra's is India's leading industrial state contributing 15% of national industrial output and over 40% of India's national revenue.64.14% of the people are employed in agriculture and allied activities. Almost 46% of the GSDP is contributed by industry. Major industries in Maharashtra include chemical and allied products, electrical and non-electrical machinery, textiles, petroleum and allied products. Other important industries include metal products, wine, jewellery, pharmaceuticals, engineering goods, machine tools, steel and iron castings and plastic wares. Food crops include mangoes, grapes, bananas, oranges, wheat, rice, jowar, bajra, and pulses. Cash crops include groundnut, cotton, sugarcane, turmeric, and tobacco. The net irrigated area totals 33,500 square kilometres.